planning

i love wedding planning. If you know me at all you are not surprised either. It actaully took me way longer than i thought it would after our engagement on may 4th to get back into really planning and obsessing like i normally do. I think it was a mix of emotions that was holding me back. I was frustrated by the amounts of poeple who unexpectedly had opinions and were guilting me into things i knew i didnt want to do... and i always said i would do that! apparently im a sucker for reverse psychology...

off topic i go..

so im into the full swing of things getting things done, freaking over money and wanting everything under the sun, most of which are completly unnecessary but i dont care. well atleast i dont know... untill my savings account gets wiped out in the next few months. I have already slowely started to buy things.. my reasoning, if i spend a lil $$ over a long time it will add of slower. i suppose it will still add up, ohh well.

I am a little overwhelmed by decisions, as most people know i am close to the worst decesion maker you will ever meet. ever. and there is so much to choose. I cannot belive im admitting to this but i have even resorted to dear scottie to make some of the decisons.. i must still be in a trance ;) I hate to make up my mind only to find something else better later on. eventually i have to stop looking.

so my main point of this post is a decision has been made! not that it wasnt official before but somehow i was a little overwhelmed mixed with a sense of accomplishment and relief as scott and I signed our very first contract together as bride and groom! theres no turning back now!!

but yay for stuff on paper and not so yay for that damn price... damn me for being spoiled ;)

(no comments on that please! lol)

off to work so i can buy more things for my fabulous upcoming wedding!! yay for planning!

ill leave you with some teasers