This is what crying all day looks like when you have had enough and are on the verge of really loosing all your self- control.
If i just keep breathing i might survive, each breath in is another moment passed and i can slowly regain my confidence and esteem lost today. I couldnt feel any lower right now and that scares me. Last time i was this low my world ended over and over again. Still i dont have the support. Poeple close to me dont know what to say. Others continue to care about themselves as usual.
If you have something to say right now, please keep it to yourself. You do not know how to fix me. I can almost guarentee anything you have to say will not make it better. You do not understand no one does. no one. I do not want to talk, i just need to be, to breath.p.s. i dont know where this is from but i love it, just not at the moment.
"I finally learned to say whatever will be will be..I've learned to take the good, the bad & Breathe' cause although we like to know what life's got planned...No one knows if shooting stars will land."
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"You do not know how to fix me. I can almost guarentee anything you have to say will not make it better."
I cannot tell you how true that is. I'm tired of people trying to "fix" me. Thinking they know what is best... They have NO idea.
-M
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